I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Good morning Nagi. Having lost a pet at 13 years of age that we loved dearly and still miss (even though we did get another), I know what you’re going through and I feel your heartache. My thoughts are with you. Miracles do happen and perhaps this is one of those times.
Dear Nagi my tears have joined yours with love for Dozer. I pray he gets home to have more time with you. Just know you love him and he loves you, loyal to the end. God bless you both.
Good morning Nagi from cold Ottawa, Canada!
Well I just shed some tears with you and Dozer this morning. Dozer had an amazing life and brought you so much joy, tenderness and love. Take this time to be there for him and to allow you to say proper goodbye. You will have a lot of supports from this lovely group and your team. We are with you and Dozer. Much love
Sending strength and love to you and your beautiful boy. You’re a great Mum and he’s been so blessed to have such a great life.
Thinking of you in the days ahead…enjoy every second. 💗
My heart is breaking for you right now. I send you and Dozer the biggest hugs and all my love ❤️
Dear Nagi and beautiful Dozer
Here in France on thé other side of thé world thinking of you both.
Dear Dozer, a cherished doggie.
Sending you both heartfelt hugs.
You’re a good boy Dozer…….. yes you are 🦮🥩🎾🌊
We share your pain Nagi 🙏
Thank you for sharing Dozer’s stories. I’m so sad to hear how unwell he is. Wishing you both love and comfort during this difficult time.
Myself and anyone who’s ever loved their dog or any pet understands the heartbreak you are experiencing, even though we know it’s inevitable 💔 My heart hurts for you and precious Dozer, praying for a bit more time for him and comfort for your aching heart. Love from NJ, USA ❤️❤️
We are all blessed to have come to know Dozer through you. I hope he gets to come home. He is loved, you are loved and may that love carry you both through all that is to come.
Thinking of you at this challenging time.
Dogs are the best of people and Dozer is a very special one. X 🐾
Dear Nagi,
Sending strength, love, and healing thoughts to you and Dozer. I have been in your shoes . I feel your pain. You are doing everything you can do for Dozer. You are the best dog-mom. My heart is with you. There are no words that help but please know that over 2000 people are holding you and Dozer tight embracing you both with love and so much compassion. Hugs to both of you.
Very sad news and I feel for you. I’ve enjoyed your journey with Dozer as well as your amazing recipes. Best wishes!
My heart goes out to you. I lost my boxer, Jubilee, last February… She was 12. The only thing I can say is I carry Jubilee in my heart now and not on her leash…. So sorry….
Im so sorry and sad. Its a huge loss and Dozer will be missed. Take the time you need.
Sorry, I can’t listen to this today. It’s hurting my heart and my soul. I just want to take the both of you and tuck you under my wings and hold you so very tight and wish this all away. And, I can’t do that. So…your puppy love is our puppy love, too. And, anyone who has loved and lost a best friend KNOWS… we just do. A lot of times it’s harder than losing a human.
So, right now, I’m gonna go tend to my breaking heart and put you and Dozer in my prayers. I hope he gets lots of those neck rubs and junk food and sees all his friends.
Hes a good boy…
It is a heartbreaking time. We understand. Your relationship with Dozer is so very special. He will always live in your heart. Blessings to you both.💔🦮❤️
I am crying along with you, Nagi. It’s Dozer who caught my attention and invited me into your world in the first place. May all your last moments together sustain you. What a beautiful life he has had because of your love and devotion.
A prayer for Dozer and a hug for you
Why does it hurt so?
He gave you boundless love for so many years and you to him.
We must all go on…XXX