I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Sending all our love to you both xoxo
Dozer’s story is so clearly written in love. Whatever pages are left, I know they’ll be filled with everything that’s always mattered most to him- you. I hope he’s able to enjoy some extras too. Thinking of you.
Much love to you and a very good dog. So many lessons learned having such a companion and he will be proud of you as you continue. Much love to you and your staff and family.
My thoughts are with you. I have loved reading about Dozer. It brought my Charlie closer to me. I let him 3 yrs ago and he’s always with me. Prayers are with you.
Nagi – I lost my cat of 14.5 years last year. You show so much love and care for Dozer – they’ll remember that, amd it’s what you will be remembered by. Hugs to you and Dozer – make sure to make it all about the two of you xo
We went through something similar with our Jabu in Oct and all I can say is bringing him home for two more weeks was worth more than anything in the world. I underdstand your sentiment and sending prayers that Dozer gets to go home for just a litte more time. Sending you hugs and love from across the Ocean.
Oh Nagi, my heart aches reading this. Part of why I started following you was not only your wonderful recipes but the fact that you had a handsome golden that you also showcased 😊 My husband and I have two wonderful golden boys that are our children (as we don’t have humans 😉) Our first boy’s dad was named Dozer too! And your blog helped inspire me to try my own. It pains me to think about this time coming for you knowing deeply how it must hurt. Just know that you have shown him the most wonderful life you possibly could! Sending you and Dozer all the positive golden vibes we can as you go through this next chapter. ❤️
Thank you, Nagi, for sharing your life with Dozer, especially during this heart rendering time. We love you and love Dozer and know how hard this must be for you. You are the best dog mom ever!! He will remain in your heart (and ours) forever and may you enjoy those wonderful memories after he is gone. Take good care of yourself … you are a fabulous person and the world grieves with you but know the world also sends multitudes of love and hugs that, hopefully, will help comfort you.
ohhhh dozer please stay in this world much longer, but only if you are not in great pain of course, we love reading you your adventures here in holland… many licks doortje the dog !
We all know it’s going to happen and I often wonder if I did enough for my cat .Baggins . He was 19 when he went but the memories of him and the funny things he did still make me laugh and cry 6 years on. Thoughts are with you Nagi x
Dear Nagi,
My heart is breaking for both you and Dozer. Sending you virtual hugs 💞
Big hugs Nagi x
I send you both love and peace. Dozer has had a wonderful life thus far and has given joy to so many around the world. Hugs from Delaware
Sending hugs and love to you and handsome Dozer ❤️
Dozer has brought so much laughter and joy into the world, and those who have followed his story will be rooting for him. Thank you for sharing him with all of us all these years.
Oh Nagi my heart goes out to you and Dozer. So many of us have been in your position and it is so difficult. You idolise / love him and he idolises you/ loves you unconditionally. You are both in my prayers and tears. Love and hugs to you bothxxx
My heart is breaking a little for you both. Dozer was the best of good boys and he will always live on in your heart. Big hug to you.
I am sorry to hear Dozer is not well. He is so lucky to have you as his mom. So many, many dogs (and cats) never experienced the love Dozer has had. Both you and him are blessed to have each other. I truly believe there is more “on the other side” and all dogs (and cats) go to Heaven. Hugs and well wishes to you both. One can see in all his pictures, Dozer is content knowing he has your love.
My heart is with you both. You are doing this right. Make all the memories you can. Sending hugs.
Big love and hugs to you and Dozer!!!