I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
So sorry to read your latest update on dear Dozer. I know what a hard time this is for you, hugs to you & Dozer.
Dear Nagi, thinking of you as you support your beautiful boy, he is a gorgeous dog with loads of personality. He adores you and has been well loved all of his life and so lucky to have you. I’m hoping he is well enough to come home to you soon. Take care
Dozer & Nagi as one –
We move as one, no words required,
Two steady hearts quietly aligned.
In your calm eyes, I’m always known,
In your presence, I’m never alone.
You walk beside me, not ahead, not behind,
A gentle strength, faithful and kind.
Not just my dog, but part of me—
My constant, my calm, my Dozer. 🐾✨
Thank you and Dozer for allowing us to be a part of the journey
Sorry to hear that your beautiful boy is so unwell. Thinking of you both.
Thinking of you all 💕❤️💕
Hi Nagi,
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer. I hope he doesn’t suffer too much.
Pets are family members and it is so hard when they are unwell.
Thinking about you and sending both you and Dozer lots of love and hugs. xxx
so sorry to hear this. I know how much he means to you, but he has had a wonderful life & was so loved xxxx
My heart goes out to you , I have been through this so many times and each time is the worst…our babies just don’t live long enough, but oh my , the amount of joy they bring in their short life is incredible..he will be with you for ever…xx
OMG how much love can anyone give to their fur baby !! Dozer you are one in a million and we love you and Nagi so much…. Loving thoughts and here’ s too all the special moments you share . Xx
Sending all my love & cwtches to you both. Dozer has brought so much joy to so many
Nagi, my thoughts are with you & beautiful Dozer.
Aww sending lots of love to you and Dozer. Dogs are definitely mans best friend. 💕
So many prayers are being sent Dozers’ & your way.
Stay strong 💪🏻
Dear Nagi, so sad poor Dozer may be facing his final chapter. We have been there many previous times with our dogs but they are all so so special and it’s the hardest thing to face. Thinking of you and Dozer. Xxx
My heart is breaking for you Nagi. I have cried all afternoon for you and for Dozer. I went through this 2 years ago, so really know what you’re feeling. Hence why I am crying with you. Sending lots of love. X
We are with you both all the way♥️♥️♥️
Thank you so much for sharing Nagi❣️
Dozer has brought SO much joy to literally millions 🧡
A very tough time but he has all the love he needs. ♥️🐕🧡
I am reading your message with tears rolling down my cheeks. I am very sorry for what is coming to you and family, but feel comforted by the memories Dozer leaves you. He is very much loved and has had a great life. Sending you lots of love and big hugs 🤗
I am so sorry to hear that your beautiful boy named Dozer is so unwell, my thoughts and prayers are with you at this very hard time. Sending love and prayers xxx
Penny and i have followed you for a few years now and have your books and we love you, your story, your recipes and of course Dozer. Sending love and hugs from us both x